我想我依然不够坚强。。。
请问
我可以躲起来吗？

没什么特别的特别 - 淋雨

没有特别地思绪
没有特别地情绪
没有特别地心情
没有特别地想念
没有特别地快乐
没有特别地忧伤
没有特别地瞌睡
没有特别地精神
没有特别地多话
没有特别地沉默
没有特别地伪装

没什么特别地，
静静地，淡淡地，呆呆地望着窗外下的雨
看着雨水一滴一滴的掉在草地上。。。。

望着雨水冲走地面上的污迹。。。
有了特别的想法！
淋雨去吧！！！！ 冲走一切！
没什么特别的特别。。。
^^

19 March 2011

the mortar board's day.
officially graduated and the end of my studies life.
it was a tired, hot, sweating, sticky yet a memorable day.
thank you my families and friends for the supporting.
love you guys! and my class, T5, you guys are rock!

19 March 2011, it was the end and the begin of the new chapter of my life.


T5!!!! everyone were so happy on that day!




besties!!! wei ling, yee ming, hoong ling, hui chin and wei teng!!!


the balloon from miss hoong ling and mr yong kean!! with my name on it!!

我是个不被值得相信的人

从来都没相信过我，一秒都不曾。
我说的，您不相信。
我做的，您不相信。
我证明了，您依然不相信。

我做的，永远看不见。
我没做的，永远看得见。

我的意见，不被接受过。
我的想法，从来没被正视过。
我的决定，没被尊敬过。

无论我做的多好，永远比不上别人的好。
无论是对的或错的，永远都是我的错。

总之，
我做的，在您眼中永远是不对的，永远是错的。

在您眼中，
我是个不被值得相信的人。

发泄。完毕。

亲爱的小青 & 亲爱的阿么

我亲爱的小青，
因为我的疏忽，撞墙了！
对不起，亲爱的。。。。。。让你受伤了。。。。。。
我活该被骂！

我亲爱的阿么，
今天又问起你了。
阿么，
虽然我知道您很喜欢他，
但是，我们真的什么都不是了。
亲爱的阿么，
他已经不喜欢您的孙了，他已经有女朋友了。
亲爱的阿么，我很想这样告诉您。

只是。。。。。。。算了吧！

T.T

一阵狂欢过后，
心情，
莫名地低落，
莫名地孤单，
莫名地寂寞，
莫名地悲伤。。。。。。

是否没有了你，我的快乐都不会是真的？
是否没有了你，我的快乐不会一直延续？
是否没有了你，我的天空都不会有色彩？

你懂吗！！！！！ 你懂吗？？？？？
明明知道在你心里我什么都不是了，却还拼命挂着你，念着你，爱着你。
天啊！！！ 我不要再想了可以吗？
sharon, 你有够笨，你有够蠢，你知道吗？
sharon, 你吃屎算了吧！

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down down..........+ jobless + agony + soulless + lack of energy
= my routine

everything is arranged and has its own rules....
lets break the rules
and fight for our destiny......

happy birthday to my dear YingLe ♥♥♥♥

happy birthday to my dear ying le!!
she is a very wonderful, sweet, kind hearted, pretty, positive thinking, friendly girl....
she loves her family, her friends, all the things around her...and she loves pink!!
i feel so happy and so glad to have her as my best friend.
love her so much....




when are we going to shop again???

wishing you a very happy birthday, became prettier and prettier, all the best in your studies and happy alwayss....my dear...muackzzzz.....

Home - Micheal Bubble

Home,对我来说是一首很特别的歌。
为什么特别呢？
全世界大概只有一个人知道。。。。。。

自从那天后，
我完全不敢听这首歌。
只是昨晚，
朋友的电脑播出了它。。。。。。

你是否会偶尔听听这首歌呢？

昨天见到你，
让我加倍了对你的思念。。。。。。


"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

lost

迷失自己好一段时间了
至今仍然找不回来。。。

不了解自己想要什么，
不清楚自己想要什么。。。

不知道自己喜欢什么，
不知道自己不喜欢什么。。。

我把自己给丢了，
找不回来。。。

i'm lost
need to escape from where i am
to find back myself
but
where to?
and how to?